I want to become what I must
So I can tunnel through the ocean waves to you
I’m on my way now to you
The same thought enters my mind as I’m engulfed in steam
How happy she will be to see
Her monster become human
And I’m on my way now
No matter the things I say
I’ve cared for you all my life
Where am I why am I sure to have never existed
Destroying the homes of creatures trying to hide below
I will bash the rocks till my hands shatter
Making a straight path to you
I’m on my way now
No matter the things I say
I’ve cared for you all my life
Where am I why am I sure to have never existed
You must remember that I
Always swept the pieces I left behind
I’ve cared for you all my life
No matter the things I say
But I adore her
this will never happen
but I adore HER
this will NEVER happen
over my DEAD body
of course I think ABOUT it
burn my path if it does
burn my path if it does
shape my body as I feel torn
shape my body as I FEEL torn BROKEN
and if it happens
I’ll BURN and crawl deeper in my hole
darkness ALWAYS says hello
and your BURNING BODY will light my way
burning body LIGHT MY WAY
burning body LIGHT MY WAY
With all my said unsaids
I could never swallow
The idea of a happy ending
As another days memory dies
As I’m made to smile
these lifeless days
have left me with an empty heart
another wounded memory dies
I could / never / swallow your false ideals
of a lifeless / happy ending
how could words slit my wrists and doors close
present day heart felt moments / killed by a slap
to the hand / another wounded memory dies
poisonous screams with messages
not thought of when released
another day here / another memory dies
the person staring through
the person staring through the reflective
you’ve turned and run off with all
to the other side with you
and i know, i know
you try so damn hard to be so happy
so you say, what do i do now that you are me ?
i’ll fade with time, just like in the dream
inherit my shoes, they were too hard to fill anyways
i want it to go well for you, start over and do it right
this time for me
open the eyes, look at this wall and notice the one that
borrows and steals
i do this to myself
stick to the side roads
they help interesting thoughts
you see what you want to see
Could I end my life with a knife sharpened of problems
sweet satisfaction of a night sky with horns
a papercut bleeds like a cut vein
could this sky open up and accept this tortured soul
but my wings have yet to work
change means nothing
when nothing wants to change
save your strength for the first disappointment
break this mirror that changes you
forever is such an unpleasant word
it begins to eat you
from the inside out
blood stains on the wall
beg for sleep
as the noose is tied around your neck
